Days are starting to blur into one another. It is hard to believe that x-mas is on Thursday, no big deal for me because I am working, which is probably for the best. I hate not being with Kristi and Ben and not being able to call the girls whenever I want, or at all. I am sure that it is harder for them than it is for me (at least I can keep busy) I write in a journal to keep track of the days but it is more like dates and not days,,I am not exactly sure what day it is any how. I need a freaking calendar. Any how the days do seem short even though I am really freaking tired at the days end. Hopefully I will get use to it and not be so tired all the time. (pictured above is a daily view for me, it is very beautiful here)
